R.E Appointment

We saw the R.E today at 2pm. He did another mock transfer with no success. He wants me to have a Hysteroscopy to find out whats going on.

Negative Again!

We went in this morning for the Beta. We got the call just after lunch that it was a negative. I'm very sad.

6 Days Past A 2 Day Transfer

Well one week to go until beta day and I'm going crackers. I feel nothing to indicate one way or the other if it has worked or not. I cannot explain how much it would mean to my husband and I if this actually worked. After all this time of thinking it would never happen it would be a miracle. Happy wouldn't describe it. At the same time I have to be realistic, I don't want to despair I just want to have a baby. I want us to have a family of our own. I don't just want to love other people’s children I want to love my own. I worry that my husband is not sharing his feelings and that he will be devastated if this doesn't work. I Love him with all my heart and don't want him to hurt anymore. I just want happiness in our lives, there has been enough sorrow over the years, and I for one have had enough!

Transferred 2, 2-celled Embryos

I had 2, 2-celled embryos transferred this morning. We had 3 defrosted all at the zygote stage and 2 divided.
Transfer was a nightmare, not quite as bad as last time as I didn't bleed; it wasn't quite as painful but still not good. I have a tipped Uterus, I drank loads of water and took something to relax but it was still hard.
It took half an hour to get them in, and they had to change the catheter. I'm so glad my R.E was there to do it this time.
I came home and have been asleep for the last 3 hours. Its my 2nd Wedding Anniversary today, my DH has been such a darling all day.
He brought me the most beautiful green necklace and earrings. I saw them last week in a shop window and said I loved them and he went back and got them for me.
I'm so lucky.

1st FET on Valentines Day

We are going to do our 1st FET on Valentines Day this also happens to be our Wedding Anniversary. I went for my scan yesterday to check my lining and they were very pleased. I start Utrogestan tonight. Supercycline antibiotics tomorrow and go for transfer on Tuesday. We are going to thaw 3 embryos and put 2 back. I hope it’s a good omen that it’s our Anniversary and they stay and grow this time.
I had a bad time at my last transfer so they did a practice yesterday, which was a breeze. She said that because the last transfer was so traumatic it had probably reduced our chances so the R.E will be present for this one.